I used to think
(Like all near sighted do)
That everything would be
Dull shades of grey
Without you in it.
But now that three seasons
Have run their course
Since I wrote you last,
I see things properly.
I see how I wish
You were a figment
Of my imagination
Instead of staining
Every good memory I have.
It’s not that you made them good,
No no no,
It’s that without you,
They would have been better.
Among other things, J 
Darkly beautiful. The aches of loss and the examination of a new reality. I’ve never considered that the memory would be the worthwhile piece to keep excising the person. I have many jaded memory’s because certain people were involved if I could do them again would they be better memories without that person.
Thought provoking beautiful and brilliant piece!
It’s also hard in the moment to know if that person is going to be someone you regret later.
I think that about you all the time 😂
I know what you mean you put everything into them and it’s never known where it will go. Love is always a risk no matter who it’s for. I think you’ve really captured that confused ache rather well and a recognised view of your new reality in order to soothe the pains. It’s a great piece ❤
oh you meany!!! maybe I’m the one that will regret you! All these snide remarks…so hostile…
Oh you will regret me. Trust me…they all do in time. Mwhahaha 😋
ADORE TH3 IS!!!!!! Wonderfully said sister! Im proud of you!* hugs
I thought you would :)